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07/09/2026 10:21

playboy carti but his biggest inspiration is LMFAO and his artist name is Playboy Party


01/08/2026 16:17

LIKE I SAID FEBRUARY 10TH


14/07/2026 16:21

trashwave pilgrimage location


07/07/2026 16:02

its already been over 3 years. i still miss you :(


06/07/2026 21:51

working 6-12 is so weird, i'll get home and have lunch and sit at my pc like i just had dinner after a regular 9-5, only to remember a couple hours in i still have half the afternoon to do whatever i want


18/06/2026 10:22

gentoo?


04/05/2026 22:12

all love


30/04/2026 12:35

good day


17/04/2026 21:09

its starting to smell like summer again


30/03/2026 23:35

CATHARSIS


29/03/2026 17:02

be like water


18/03/2026 00:40

what would blue skies be without dark clouds; what would greenery be without gray cities


16/03/2026 00:35

hadn't tried to play minecraft with shaders since i got the 3060. i miss summer now. i should go outside more


04/03/2026 19:40

(the process is sacred)


26/02/2026 19:56

art is the process; not the result


25/02/2026 00:34

"divide and conquer" through the culture war


22/02/2026 17:58

the elites own us and the masses are compliant


12/02/2026 00:32

things are going to be grim


10/02/2026 00:57

once i get my hands on this goddamn laptop ill be invincible


24/01/2026 00:20

lovely evenin fellas


14/01/2026 02:12

got resolve working on arch a couple days ago, and got FL running tonight.
bye windows. burn in hell


13/01/2026 01:58

Waiting for [the server parts] to Come in the Mail


07/01/2026 03:55

im grateful for u all


22/12/2025 14:30

the tech feudal overlords are trying to take away home computing and i'm not going down without a fight


08/12/2025 16:48

piracy is a weapon against shitty service


07/12/2025 14:35

knife laws seem to have changed here, so i had to get my talon knife destroyed. posting that old pic of my full collection for the occasion

(talon knife is the black one if youre wondering)


23/10/2025 13:40

reward system, pattern recognition, ego
physics, chemistry
energy, matter
enthropy


19/10/2025 00:40

looking in the void of my past type night. so many relationships i ended, people i just stopped talking to; my old alts make me remember so many
i briefly think about contacting them again, but change my mind sorta nostalgic of a bad time i hated and would never want to go back to, i guess. weird feeling.


18/10/2025 19:19

tech feudalism is the word, that is what we're experiencing right now. time is a flat circle


12/10/2025 01:53

this joke was a banger actually i think so im reposting it here so even more people into the future can not get it


08/10/2025 19:25

these days accessibility and convenience are just used as tools to get more out of people that don't know any better


02/10/2025 22:19

this is my endgame


28/09/2025 22:28

80% of FOSS is written by some overweight guy in a beard that lives in a dark room and programs everything out of pure muscle memory.
if you ask him about SEO or GUI he goes like "SEO? GUI? shut the fuck up" and then turns to his computer and starts speaking to it out loud in assembly. this is why i use FOSS btw


21/09/2025 15:05

finished metro exodus today


30/08/2025 11:50

hate that every pic in an instagram post needs to be the same aspect ratio, that is very fucking restrictive
youre telling me i need to have one post per aspect ratio for my sweden pics? fuck off man


29/08/2025 01:44

had a wonderful time in sweden love u all


19/08/2025 02:39

listen to ur heart


16/08/2025 00:29

do any of the clippy pfps actually do anything at all to support their movement against big tech


13/08/2025 12:27

im not giving my fucking id to fucking anyone to use the internet fuck off


28/07/2025 22:24

25072025


27/07/2025 19:49

i feel less alone when i isolate. isolating is less lonely.


25/07/2025 23:52

why could i not be normal


24/07/2025 16:44

kill the middleman. the middleman is a leech.


22/07/2025 17:45

stupid random pics i took over the past few days


16/07/2025 01:05

had an incredible night and i love all of u you know who u are (lessthan3)



i could only eat half of that fucker. seriously, its so fuckign huge. had to take the rest home to eat tomorrow night lol


11/07/2025 00:19

stresss hoping things will be fine️


29/06/2025 11:46

went to pride yesterday and got completely fucked on wine afterwards
underestimated it lol, probably gonna be hungover today️


25/06/2025 10:48

i need some rio punch monster so bad rn


24/06/2025 17:49

did bait really use to be believable or did we just grow out of falling for it?


22/06/2025 01:09

just went to a concert for the first time in my life, it was a punk band called Peliculas Porno. i came to see Sonic Death with my friend but we planned too late and i missed them. still awesome tho, had a great time. id post pics here but we did not take any. too busy having fun i guess... to plenty more concerts in the future hopefully


18/06/2025 09:39

believe it or not we managed to fit the 4 of us in a bed for two




15/06/2025 23:41

thanks️


14/06/2025 17:15

get real


11/06/2025 01:55

i should take more photos when i'm out with my friends. i love them sm. my drunk ass only takes photos of the fucking toilets. dont ask.


01/06/2025 02:05

im really hoping ill be done with the album in the coming weeks. ive been working on it for so fucking long, and i cant wait to show it off


28/05/2025 17:17

it would seem that domain names don't cost nearly as much as i thought they would... maybe i'm going to get started with self hosting earlier than i thought.


24/05/2025 23:04

what do you call it when something small happens and it has you mildly disappointed but then you spiral into depression for seemingly no reason


24/05/2025 22:14

was hoping to go out again tomorrow but it's not happening, didn't realize it would make me feel so bummed out. funny how things are. but i guess its a sign of my social life being better, so thats a net positive.


18/05/2025 17:57

it should be legal and even encouraged to key the cars of the fucking dregs who park on and block the entire sidewalk


18/05/2025 01:13

the next wiredhead album is making progress


10/05/2025 01:50

i might outlive a lot of my friends and it's a pretty sad thought. i need to make sure i enjoy my time with them while it lasts. you never know how long you have left


05/05/2025 11:40

went to a bar (for the first time in my life) with some new irl friends (havent had any of those in a couple years) yesterday night i was anxious at first (as one does) but it went really well and i had fun. ill fucking do it again


28/04/2025 10:55

i feel like complete fucing dogshit. hating everything and myself. fuck my life


27/04/2025 21:38

had a really good day going outside and being a normal human rather than a fucking troglodyte. loving everything and everyone. the waste tape 3 doesnt have a single miss on it


05/04/2025 17:07

My room is climbing in temps as summer is approaching and my work nvme is reaching 60-65 degrees when working. thats mildly worrying. im also dying even tho its not that hot just yet


04/04/2025 17:51

So, the idea with this place is pretty similar to the blog area, except smaller, more spontaneous posts on a singular page where i can just kind of go and say shit. It will be in chronological order from bottom to top, basically how the old blog area was setup during my first few blogs. That's all i have to say about it for now.


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